The constant buzzing from the mini fridge to my left seems to be taunting me with whatever cold beverages linger inside. my mouth seems to be made of cotton and im lucky I rememberd to put on extra deodorant afew min ago. The people around me all seem as nervous and anxious as I am despite their calm deceptive deminor….i can see through it. This nervousness seems to have become me and im not sure how to rid myself of these goosbumps. Again with the buzzing, this time it seems to be coming from the blinding flourecent lights hanging above me.
I wish I knew how those worked, magic as far as im concernded, something to do with gas? As here we sit, six students wanting to be admitted, wanting to be in debt in three years time more than they already are, and yes I am one of them. If only this was about physicality i'm sure I could take them all… the guy across from me looks to timid to fightback and four of them are women all under 5’5 and 120lbs. if only. Now, if only I could think of what to say. I seem to be dumbfounded by the speech that eludes me as other around me write out what seem to be openeing remarks…. “you should let me in cause i'm awesome…Cause i'm blonde…cause I really love Arizona b-ball”… if only I could think of something to say. Maybe that’s better though. I usually do best when on my toes. Just ask those for whom I have done OAS with. Im sharp like a razor sometimes….sometimes. well an upper is that my stomach seems to be fully content on its In and Out burger I ate a few hours ago.
So far the best thing about this trip…and matt sitting somewhere in some Chicago pizzaria a few min from here watching the replay of the US –v-Spain game we are being told is live. (espn im on to you). I know the score…1-0 good enough against a Spain team poised to win euro-08. Well maybe not. Its possible. Well I must go. Surf the net. Away from law school pressures and very close to soccer web highlights. Ill update later on the san an trip. Peace.
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keep em coming.
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